Placid is good,desirable…sometimes we find peace when we let go…

I have to ask why
I know you won’t reply…
I have to say I feel special more
that you choose to ignore…
I just am not sure what I did
to deserve indifference like this…
I leave words for you some
but you reply none…
while you have time for other friends
you kill me with the distance
that has come to become us
it is like I’m cursed…

a famous quote of Rumi goes
“the heart knows a thousand ways to speak”…
and in a thousand ways I did speak
but you chose to be ignorant
you chose indifference
whilst I was getting crushed
under the weight of my own words…

I’m still immensely hurt
but I choose to bleed behind a curtain…
I’m emotionally settled now not as frantic
my soul is calm and knows placid…
the storm has passed
after all of that your memories still last…
if you are well…well is me…
after all I love you…your happy is my happy

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